Chasing my 24 dreams..

planning..

2012-02-05T10:15:00.003-08:00

I have never stop on dreaming. Not even a second.

I've been thinking lately about these two things. My study and things that i wanna do after this. Study's good so far, just finished with my Ujian Pertengahan Semester 2. I've done my best so lets just hope for the best :)

I have so plans to do after i finish my Matriks year this end of April. So, here's the list ;

1. Job hunting- become a tuition tutor . Gonna develop some teaching skills in me .

2.Get my driving license .

3. and..my moment..

May God bless me to be able to do this..

First day of 2012

2012-01-24T21:35:00.002-08:00

I love my B.A.S.I.C

2012-01-24T20:38:00.000-08:00

B.A.S.I.C stands for Brother-sister in Christ. It is a group of Roman Catholic in KML . Our recent activity was performing a musical Christmas sketch at Dewan Konvensyen, Ujana Kewangan, Labuan. Had so much fun doing this .. These are all the pictures taken there :)

2011 theme-Love Found Me.

My schoolmates came to support us.

The angels..

the 'devils'.

Our big heart just for you.

After the show!

After the show at UK, we were invited once again to perform the musical sketch for the kids christmas party at Blessed Sacrament Church, Labuan early 2012 .hehe likewise, had fun with my brothers and sisters there.. laughing non-stop and play with the kids..hehe .one of my memorable moment in Labuan :))

we're like siblings :)

Blessed :)

This group teach me lot more about Christianity and really make me feel near toward our saviour, Jesus Christ :) May God bless B.a.s.i.c .

Random activities

2011-12-13T21:19:00.000-08:00

As a KML-ian, i have to admit that my day here has never been not feeling tired.. with the packed timetable and all the stuff etc, only tired can describe my situation now..it's sem 2 now, and i'm currently super busy with choir practice where KML-basic will be performing this Saturday at Ujana Kewangan ,there will be a Christmas celebration going on there this weekend.. After this whole choir thingy , i'll be as busy as bee AGAIN with the 'Reviving Glee' program held by English unit..not gonna elaborate more on that,the project is still under 'construction'..anyway, these are some random pics taken around here..

This is me,with my panda eyes ..so tired..

Me and Bebe, somewhere at bandar Labuan..

My pretty friends, Jima and Stennia..at dk1..

This is Echol..we suprised her with this birthday cake XD

Gerhana bulan..oyeah..lotsa kml-lians went to watch this special event at dataran kawad..

So thats all for now..coming home this 23rd btw! It's Christmas! yeay!

3.67 yaw!!!

2011-12-11T19:13:00.000-08:00

today is exactly a week after i received my pspm result..Guess what?? i got 3.67 pointer!!!! i have never thought i could reach that high pointer, but of coz , i was aiming for 4 flat but its okay.. 3,67 pointer enuf for me to continue my pst and still have the chance to go to UK, my dream place.., it's like all my hard work had been paid off with such that result. Thanks to Lord..with His help, i can get that :) my secret? believe and never stop chasing your dreams.. For now , i might not sure what i wanna be in future..i just wanna get good result, get JPA scholarship and fly to UK!! hehe.. my baby get 4 flat btw!! so happy for him..hehe ..hope this sem 2 ,i can get 4 flat and finally step into new life where i can touch the snow,feel the breezy windy in autumn, celebrate the summer and celebrate christmas there during winter..aaa such a nice feeling.. hehe.. with God help, nothing is impossible!!

Till then cheers and goodbye peeps! Xoxo

It's today.

2011-12-05T20:25:00.000-08:00

TODAY is the day..it's either hell or heaven this 3pm onwards..the result will come out and my heart just cant stop pounding..scared like hell...urgg..this is like the most anxious feeling i ever feel compare to the moment where i took my spm certificate..my gosh,only God knows how i've work really hard to achieve my target.. i pray so that i myself can get the best result and not to forget my dearest friend who have work their butts of..hehe..it's either going for PDT (Program Dua Tahun) or continue with my PST.. fingers crossed ! i want to get at least 3.0 pointer and above..for once, i really want to get that and show to people that it is a greatest pleasure to do something that people tell you cant do..well, thats all for now..this is a short post since i got class to go after this..till then,cheers everybody! wish me all the best! :)

a random update

2011-08-24T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all!waddup!

I'm currently at home now, sem and raya break for two weeks bebeh.

Well,so bored right now ,that's why I decided to write something at here.

I bet all the KML-ians right now are having their good times with their love one at home.

Two weeks hols enough to release all tensions and stress from the college life.

I don't have the guts to say i'm too happy because after this college re-open,we have to work our buts on the next exam ,i mean that big exam! An exam that's gonna decide our path after this.

Well, if we fail on it surely gonna go for the PDT that stand for Program Dua Tahun.

yeah you heard that right. A one year program is going to be a two years program for those who fail in PSPM exam.

So many syllabus to cover, assignments to be done and of coz all the uncovered chapter needed to be understood rite away. It will be so difficult. I don't even know if i can do it or not. Plus, this year is much more different than last year in matriculation. Last year they only have 3 major subjects but this year ,4 subjects man!

Imagine, going for lecture at 7.30 am, go back at 4.30 and who knows we might be having a night lecture everyday just to cover all the syllabus! I just hope I'm strong enough to do all that in time. I think as for my course, shouldn't be that hard(i guess). It's just that, Chemistry subject had never been a favourite subject,but still ,gotta work hard to master that .pffff. but pity to Module 1 students anyway, they have to master 4 very very important subjects which are PHYSICS,BIOLOGY,CHEMISTRY AND MATHEMATICS.

owww,they'll really have to face a packed schedule man,might have to work even harder than us, module 3 .

Till then,

cheers and goodbye.

gotta move forward and not looking back.

let the bygone be bygone.

-deidre-

still same,nothing change much..

2011-08-05T23:33:00.000-07:00

I've been staying in labuan for almost three months already. The atmosphere doesn't change at all, still feel like the first time at here. Nothing much to brag about, ,the price of the meal still expensive as before. But one thing for sure, the 'ujian pertengahan semester' had finished and now all of the students are looking forward for the cuti raya this 20 august. I'm not that excited, well maybe because i already went home last month so the homesick feeling doesn't strike me that much ..

Life still same, still counting the day where i can go and make all my dreams turn into reality..but of coz, patient is a must.. I'll be just waiting for my time to shine. For now,lets just enjoy the journey and do something thats gonna make my parents proud of me.. I really hope i can get the best pointer here..will only know the ups result after the break,so i think have to wait for another months for the result..

Anyway,ups had finished, the next war would be 'peperiksaan semester peringkat matrikulasi' (pspm) which is going to be on October..which means,two months left before the real war begin..dear lord,i just hope i can do it and get the best result and go overseas to further study..fingers crossed!!!!

gotta go,chaw peeps !

xoxo-deidz+

So far so good

2011-06-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

Just like the rainbow above, my life is coloured with beautiful things eversince i stay here..

Despite with billions assignments that will never gonna finish until forever..And the eyebags that making me looks like a zombie on a bright day.. :-/

Nana and I at lecture hall. A friend that keep making me laugh until i burst into tears and end up knocking the table ahaha

Farah, Jima and I ..My lovely and beautiful friends :)

So, last 23 June , we got this event at library. I'm not sure what was it, but somehow got pameran over there and i was invited to be the model a.k.a penyambut tetamu by wearing a traditional costume.

And i end up looking like this haha. I am a KadazanDusun but i swear i never wear this costume,pretty nice isn't it?haha jk. Yeah it's in a toilet btw.Lol

From left : Farah, Jima, Miko, me, Michelle and Sally.

Last touch up before the show time,haha

And here are the models :)

p/s, the dreams that i dreamt is still

So long never update eh

2011-06-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

Life here?
Hmmm..great and different and tired..
Do you like it?
Oww of coz, yeah absolutely. haha

1 months staying at Labuan already feels like ages but time here runs very fast. Wake up around 6.30 am ,go to lecture hall,tutorial class and practical until 4.30 pm. Go back to my dorm, wash my clothes, take a bath , power nap for 30 minutes, dinner, revision and assignment and lastly sleep around 12 am. These are the things that i do here everyday and thank god i am still alive!haha. Like people said 'hidup di matriks no life la', but for me, this is life.. There is no easy thing in the world..you have to sacrifice..Like seriously, I'm trying my best to get high pointer and get JPA scholarship to go to UK, not Ujana Kewangan k, UNITED KINGDOM..i want it like so badly!
I know, this is not in the list of achieving my dreams but this is a new goal that i wanna achieve in two years from now. And for this solid reason, it had automatically motivate me to study very very hard here. I never leave any chapter without understanding it. I have never like chemistry since the existence of this subject, but thanks to Madam Ivy for teaching me this subject, now i know how to calculate the number of moles hahahahah! Really hope i will love this subject till second semester :-/ What worried me most is Computer Science subject because i have no basic on IT. Yeah, got la,only a bit. I know how to switch the computer on, and off, fb and blog.haha yeah that's all. Well, gonna concentrate this subject equally to bio and chemy .

Hmmm, just now got speaking practice during English subject..We'll be having our speaking test in two weeks from now. Like seriously, i have no idea about it at all so i just talk what came into my mind and was terribly criticised by my lecturer. We were in a group at that moment consist me, Jima, Victor and Nerine. I was the first one to discuss about the topic. Imagine ba, i didn't know the format ,the topics and just simply said it out loud..my god, i didn't even remember what i said oo..and Jima was like laughing into tears when Victor keeps pointing her out to tell us about her opinions. Haha what to do, we were like all depending on Victor because he already experienced this before, so yeah :) And Jima said, i speak like a Filipino, do I?

Anyway, life here is fun juga ba if you know how to find the happiness, fun people will help :)
But the most important thing is to keep your mind positive or else, you are going down starting your first day here :)

GTG, after this got Chemistry lecture~
Till then,cheers and goodbye ~ ^^

Latest update before going back to Labuan tomorrow

2011-05-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hey all!!!!!

I'm currently at KK now since last Sat but ill be going back to labuan tomorrow morning..hehe cuti kaamatan bogia, balik lorh..tp cuti ne pun macam besa2 saja,teda p mana2 juga, stay at home and sleeppppp saja..wanna go watch unduk ngadau tomorrow but cannot. I have to go back to Labuan tomorrow since my kuliah will start this 1st of june.

Ni,nak cerita la ne kisah2 suka dan duka sepanjang orientasi di KML.

ma gosh,tersangat lah mencabar ,penat dan seronok.

HOT WEATHER.

I think most of you know already right about this soooo hot island. O my God, this place is really damn hot leh, every minute got sweat all around my body. Even after mandi , still pandai berpeluh. Air-conditioner and fan pun nda membantu . Imagine sepanjang orientasi tu , berpeluh saja oo sy. Kami orientasi dalam dewan ba ne, bayangkan ba, ada 2000 lebih (or less) students duduk dlm dewan tu. maw duduk2 pun bagus law ada jarak2, maw compress tul smpai langsung nda da jarak kosong antara satu pelajar dengan pelajar lain. gila eh, tu karbon dioksida semua mengalahkan udara air-con dlm dewan sehingga mampu mewujudkan satu udara panas yang mampu memengsankan orang di sekeliling like watheheck! serius ne sy ckp, sy rasa sepanjang orientasi tu, maw dekat 30 lebih org oo pengsan. Haha, nasib sy nda terpengsan. Nasihat saya untuk mereka yang bakal2 masuk matriks, kamu rebutlah tempat paling hadapan sekali atau paling kanan atau paling kiri atau paling belakang, sure kamu nda pengsan. Sy dan genk2 kolombong sentiasa duduk sama2 sepanjang orientasi, siok ne, dpt juga crta2 ma dorang . hehe.tapi yang pelik kan,semua lelaki macm berabis ne nda maw duduk di depan.takut kena denda lai tu.haha

YELLS AND ACTION SONGS

I think all the yells and action songs really make this orientation feel much more fun to go. Lemme tell you, the KIM KAM BAI song still stuck in my head till now sampai sy termimpi ne orang nyanyi KIM KAM BAI pelbagai version semalam.hahahaha. The first time i heard this action song kan, I really feel like 'annoying' and didn't even feel anything funny about it. SEKALI, when semua kami nyanyi, KETAWA BERABIS GENK!!! haha terutama yang part 'CHA CHA' ,teramatlah melucukan especially when guys yang buat. Trus macam ponz ne ba hahaha.kejam o sy. sempat lagi sy curi2 rakam tu, tp biarlah rakaman itu menjadi simpanan rahsia sy hahaha.

Other than that, ada lagi tu action song 'ATAS RUMPUT'. I don't know the tittle of the song but just named it like that la. Haha itu pun lucu juga. It sounds like this - 'Atas rumput ada kaki,kaki cantik tak pernah lihat,kaki atas rumput, rumput yang hijau.Atas kaki ada betis,betis cantik tak pernah lihat,betis atas kaki, kaki atas rumput,rumput yang hijau.' I know this lyric doesn't sound funny, but when the song reach to certain part where the 'kaki' change to 'ehem', seriously sound funny. haha i don't think you guys understand what really this song mean , sy maw explain pun susah. tp memang lucu lah.haha.Ada juga ne yell matriks, 'GO KML GO KML, DON'T BREAK MY HEART KML.OOPPPSSS AAHHH OOOHH YEAH,OOPPPSSSS AHHH OOOHHH YEAH!GOOO KML!! haha one of my fav yell! really syok tu hear.ehe. Other than that, ada juga kami belajar lagu KML PERKASA.. siok oo ne lagu matriks, sy hafal sudah,yeyeh!!haha. Ada juga kami belajar lagu negeri Wilayah Persekutuan Labuan,walaweh, mcm penduduk tetap labuan dah sia oo.. sebabkan, tu lagu masih baru ba,jadi kira kami awl2 suda taw ne lagu.haha.

FRIENDS

I have to give credits to each of my kolombong friends who went to matriks. i don't think i can enjoy this orientation without them oo. seriously, sy sepanjang 5 hari bersama mereka sekalian iaitu Bebe, Rere, Echol ,Kuzie,Lona, Mumul, GJ, Piggy dan lain2 (bukan nama sebenar) ..siok ne law ada kawan2 skul, ada yang dapat tolong jaga tmpt duduk di dewan bila lambat sampai, trus ble mta blanja lagi,hahaha. gila eh, ada y tym last day orientasi sda kan, trus mlm da free sda. Jadi memandangkan kami boring tym tu, jd kami pg lah lepak di room helny. Sy kan yang macam hyper oo tu masa. Kmu taw la,orang kebaru-baruan kan. Sy ne jarang keluar jmpa kawan di luar selain skul apa lagi malam2 haha. tp memang siok la tym tu, siok ne!hahaha sot o sy. O ya! Roomates sy dua orang dari sarawak trus yang sorang tu dari sabah. Semua dorang okay , tda la seperti penjaat sy nampk,haha. i think i can biasakan diri sama dorang nanti2.hehe. ada juga beberapa kawan baru yang sy jumpa, tp blm jmpa kawan yang boleh menjadi kawan baik d kml. haha ,soon maybe :))

OPINION.FEELING.

hmmm, as for me, i enjoy this orientation very much. walaupun penat cam camp ja, tp tdak la smpai sy menangis maw balik uma lols.sy langsung nda homesick o.haha. sy besa suda gia ikt2 kem, jd law y mcm ne, biasa2 saja la sy rasa. tp memang penat lah..semua pun kena buat dengan pantas.mandi pantas,makan pantas, jalan pun kena pantas. tapi sabar ja la, nasib suda habis.

gila eh, sy ingt sy adalah terkurang beberapa kg pas tu orientasi, tp mcm makin bertambah la pla. apakan tidak,ari2 mkn coklat kan.hahahaha. hiskk .kin panas ne coklat di sana,terlampau sedap walaupun murah sikit. cannot resist the godaan,nampak coklat trus rasa maw makan.hmmm..

as for me, i enjoy my life there..totally different from school..and standard very high.mcm semua teratur ba...pensyarah2 da bukan calang2 orang tu..hebat2..my mentor, Miss M,age 24..walaweh, sudahlah cantik,ayu, pandai tahap dewa lagi tu..sy betul2 kagum dengan mentor sy,memang sy look up ngan dia..hebat ,memang baik dengan kitorang mentee2 semua..tabik ngan dia!hehe.

AIM.HOPE

Bak kata pengarah KML, 'jangan hanya membaca sejarah tetapi ciptalah sejarah anda di sini'. Last year, peratus lulus ialah 96% yang merupakan pencapaian terbaik di KML. jadi batch kami ne kena aim untuk dpt 100% lulus. i really wish our batch can do it!!fingers crossed!!! And also, i already determine to get 4 flat here.. i dont care, i want it!!!i want to achieve that !! i know it's not impossible and it's not easy..but im gonna work hard on it..i hope God will be with me heading to the success ...really hope i can do it....!!!

Okay la,sampai sini saja..wish all of us can do well there!

Sayonara sampai ketemu lagi!

till then, cheers!!

xoxo-Deidresandra~

KML PERKASA

2011-05-29T02:49:00.000-07:00

Menara Pentadbiran a.k.a bilik pensyarah

Sedang rehat2 before going kk

Tengah tunggu feri dekat laut. these are my friends :)

MY CLASS!!

Tengah lepak di room hellny :)

My messy and so-not-fancy study table :(

Me and Bebe .

Beautiful sun view i took while sitting inside the ferry .

will update the story soon,till then cheers!

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

2011-05-19T08:56:00.001-07:00

I should probably change that to heroine because my fav super heroine would definitely be my mum.

Why? Simple, because she's my mum and the one who delivered me.

I feel very secure and safe whenever my mum is around, she is the one who feed me, teach me, love me and one thing that really makes me super love her because of her willingness to do anything just for her children.

I can clearly remember that one fine afternoon, i was accompanying her to go to bank to loan a big amount of money. I asked her 'napa maw loan money', she said 'untuk kau sambung belajar la', then she said again 'lau daddy kaw tda maw bagi kaw duit utk smbng bljr,biar sy bg,y ptg anak sy sambung bljr' ..and i was so touched at that moment, what a big love she got for her daughter..

you know, it's not easy to borrow money , every month kena call untuk bayar hutang, ada bunga lagi..well, not that my dad never give me money for my study, it was like 'ready for an umbrella before raining'. That's why mum went to bank.

Other than that, my mum is like an inspiration for me. I know it sounds very cliché to hear this but this is true. My mum is a superwoman, she work very hard to support my family financial. We rarely face financial problem and i think most of my sibling always get what they want including me. I admit, i always get what i want whenever i ask for. I asked mum to allow me to go for a piano lesson, she agreed and she was the one who sent and fetch from piano lesson. I asked mum to buy me a piano so that i can practice my piano lessons, she bought me a second hand piano two weeks after that. Even though it was not a grand piano or whatsoever, i still felt grateful for it because with that i can still study my piano lesson at home.

However, every sweet has its bitter side. Eventho i always get this get that, i rarely go out with my friends. Or in other word, i am grounded ever since i was lil. My parents never let me go out with my friends. Long time ago when i was in primary 5, i was dying to go for a trip at Labuan with my friends for this prefect activity, but they didn't allow me. It was an awful day for me that moment, i think i cried for a very long time for that. They told me that it was unsafe for me to go , who knows i might be falling off from the ferry. And i thought, that was the most unreasonable reason ever. But i know, they were just teasing me so that they have the solid reason for me to not going. I know they did that for my own good. But up till now, i'm still grounded. Yeah i can go out, but only with a friends that my parents know and of coz, when there's Nonon (my cousin) , i can always get the 'yes' to go out.

But no matter what, my mum is the most important person for me.. I never want her to go away from me..she's my heroine, my superwoman..She's the answer to every question, she's the one who i can really be myself, she's my everything..

Bon Voyage

2011-05-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

I'll be leaving in just two days from now, leaving all the love behind me,the love for every laziness that strike upon me for 5 months miahaha.

Anyway, i'll be going to Labuan this Saturday , along with me are my parents, Nonon and his father..and also my lil sister. She insists to not going with us because she got sukantara in her school on Monday,but mom force her. Haha. Well, she should go though since nobody WILLING to take care of her here. Everybody here is taking care of their own ass .

We'll be riding ferry at Menumbok at 10.30 am this Saturday. 80% done with packing and preparation, 0% ready for mental and physical. =.=

I'm so scared if i didn't get what i've determined , i wanna get at least 3.5 pointer...

really hope i can do my best there..

My feeling now?ummmpp, scared but excited..

Scared because maybe i'm not really confident with myself and excited to face a whole new environment..hehe.

Most of my seniors said that the life in KML were awesome and fun, but some said that the place was like a hell. 1 weeks was like a years..haha. I have to experience it myself to know which one of them is the right one..

BON VOYAGE DEIDRE

My Fav Sabahan Beauty Queen

2011-05-13T18:57:00.001-07:00

Sumandak Sabah memang terkenal dengan kecantikan yang unik dan kecomelan yang teramat cute. Rata-rata , orang sabah juga bha yang menang miss2 tu :P one of my fav beauty queen is Joannabelle Ng. She's like one of the most beautiful person i have ever known, tall and cute! Joanna ne berasal dari Penampang. Teka berapa tinggi da? 173 cm babe!!! tingginyer.....tapi seriously, da memang cantik, baby face tul. Muka da ala2 muka Agnes Monica, but for me, Joanna laaaagi cantik. Da ne merupakan Miss Universe Malaysia 2009/10. Da lah Miss Universe paling cantik sy pernah nampak oo selain Miss Deborah Hendry..These are all photos taken from her facebook album..cantik kaannn.. Sometimes, sy pun ada juga berangan2 maw jadi beauty queen (kunun ne ba haha) , bukan la ba sometimes , i think memang dari kecik sy suda berangan2 maw jadi beauty queen. Dulu tyme budak2 , sy ma kazen2 slalu ne men mekap, men fashion2, siok ne.. trus angan2 kunun sy menang hahaha. funny. But who knows, manataw suatu hari nanti jadi kenyataan kan? sioknyeeeee XP XP

The next beauty queen that i adore very much is Stella Matilda who is also from Sabah. She is amazing . Da ne dulu wakil sabah join miss tourism queen international 2009 di china. Sy memang dari dulu slalu ikut update da di facebook and blog. Memang semua cerita2 and pengalaman da dalam bidang modeling btl2 bagi inspirasi. Stand for 168 cm tall, very pretty. Macam ada kacukan. I think now da tda suda tlampaw ikt ne modeling , da maw concentrate ngan new life da. Hehe anyway i wish you all the best darl~Photos taken from her facebook.

Stella is a very talented. Watch this!

FAIL

2011-05-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

I FAIL IN THAT 30 DAYS CHALLENGE!

hahahahahahaha!

Sorry , so long not update.

Not that i don't have internet here, it's just that, i'm so lazy to write it.

ahahahaha.

Day 04 (still in the same day as day 02!!)

2011-05-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

A habit that you wish you didn’t have.

I would love to remove my impatient habit from the list because it makes everything goes wrong.

Like the saying said, 'good things come to those who waits'. But can i get it if i never be patient on it?

Day 03

2011-05-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

Still in day 02 actually but i just can't wait to write it, haha.

A picture of you and your friends.

SEVENTH

'i never stop laughing when i'm with you guys'

Day 02

2011-05-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

The meaning behind your Blog name.

I dream a lot and i work really hard to achieve all my dreams. Therefore, i decided to name my blog 'chasing my 24 dreams' as a tittle for me to make it happen.

This blog tell people about my journey, my life and my thoughts that i wanna share with hope it'll be able to make a difference in other's people life. Who knows..

Anyway, this is a very special blog to me because it's very private and personal. I spill all my thoughts here and share my ups and downs story of life here..

Other than that, there's nothing really meaningful about the name, just a tittle of my dreams..

Day 01

2011-05-04T19:42:00.000-07:00

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

1. My name is Deidre Casandra Marius G.

2. I stand for 168 cm tall (5'6 icnh)

3. I learn to play piano until grade 2 (have to stop for a while due to my spm)

4. I only know how to cook rice when i was 15 years old.

5. I wanna be a beauty queen one day.

6. I'm a school leaver and will be continuing my study in KML this 23 May.

7. I love attention because it makes me feel more confident about my look and stand out of the crowd.

8. I got a lot of offers to do photoshoot for certain ad but have to reject because my dad never allows me to be a model. But one day...i'll do it.

9. I love delicious food especially dessert.. Trust me, im willing to pay just to crave those yummy food.

10. I appreciate my friends so much especially perwaja,seventh and to those who loves me..

11. My room is always in a messy condition.

12. I love books.

13. Make-up does enhance my beauty. and yeah, i love wearing eyeliner.

14. I almost get what i want ever since i was a lil but that doesn't mean i can get whatever i want in future.

15. I love the feeling when im falling in love.

30 DAYS CHALLENGE!

2011-05-04T19:13:00.000-07:00

Hi! I found this 30 Days of blog challenge from sweetandspicy blog and I decided to do this, and tag my followers or whomever read this. ;) So If you're reading this, and feel like posting this, don't forget to link me! :)

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song.

i'm on :)

still with the matriks thingy

2011-05-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

It's a dream to go study overseas..how i wish!

Last night , i was doing some research until i found this article about matriculation.

Apparently, matriks had a collaboration with other universities in overseas such as United Kingdom, Indonesia, Australia and New Zealand(well i just knew tat)..

UK and Austalia are the country i wanna go visit like so badly.. seriously, who doesnt want rite.

As far as i know, there's only one person that i know staying and studying there..

He's my senior in SMKKL, im not sure about his spm result but his result in matriks was 4 FLAT!!

That was crazy!! Me oso want!!! haha.

I think he got sponsored from government and currently taking geologist there. Cool huh!

Imagine, my school isn't that great compare with all saints and lok yuk, it's just an average school.

To see student from my school continuing study overseas is a big achievement!

I never want this before, but now, i want it like soooo badly!

I wanna go matriks, study like a genius and get the hell out of there with a great result!

Like seriously! I'm glad i get this second chance, it's like God wants me to really think carefully about my future. I know, my spm result wasn't that 'wow' compare to those who get straight A's.. But seriously, i really think , it was an eye opening to make me realise how important studying is.

I know, they keep saying that matriks certificate is not valuable enough and guarantee enough for a bright future. However, i'm sure, to those who study smart there will success! And i wanna be like one of them!

I have to think positive all the time, remove all the negative thoughts away from me.

I know it's not that easy, but i really hope God willing to make it easy for me..

I just want to study and do well..

FINGERS CROSSED!!

Leaving home sweet home this 23 May.

2011-04-30T19:18:00.000-07:00

Guess what, IM GOING TO LABUAN THIS 23 MAY!

Confirm sudah ne!

Okay, take a deep breath..huh...

Actually, sy excited bha ne mau pergi becoz most of my bestfriends get offer to continue study there oso.

So, excited sangat-sangat, nanti taklah rasa terasing sangat berada dalam kalangan golongan budak pandai.

But seriously, sy bersemangat membara-bara ne skang mau study balik.

Apa tidak, everything seems new and encouraging. New environment, new place, new thing..Semualah new. But one thing for sure, i've set my goal for this one year program to work my ass off to get 4.oo pointer if can! I know its hard but not impossible right?

Sy tidak pernah bersemangat sepanjang sy belajar untuk SPM oo apa lagi law struggle di matriks.

Now, i know my goal, i know what i want to be, i just hope God will be with me and help me..

Mungkin sebab keputusan SPM yang sangat kurang memuaskan membuatkan saya lebih bersemangat untuk melakukan yang lebih baik lepas ne, which i think is very good.hehe.

Sebab, ada kawan sy yang memang hebat la result dorang tapi tidak dapat masuk matriks, sedih juga sy sebab dorang tu geng2 kami juga..hmmm but whatever it is, when one door closed, still got other door to knock mah kan,hehe.

Everything happen for a reason juga bhai tu, sy sendiri pun mana sangka gia ble dapat masuk matriks, syukur sangat2 oo dapat.

I did some random google about matriks this few days, heard a lot rumours about bad thing happen there. Is it? banyak pelajar keluar lewat malam pergi club la, ada kes beli arak(sebab arak kat labuan murah?), sampai ada kes budak kml melacur utk dapat duit? sy sendiri tak pasti dengan cerita2 gini, semua ne hasil dari random blog kat internet. Hmm, sy rasa tu semua depends sama tu orang juga. Kalau tak kuat iman, memanglah bah jadi benda2 camtu.. So, the best way is, surround yourself with positive people..kekekeke..

Mau ada plan juga bha kalo mau belajar sana. Ada juga yang belajar baca buku tebal2 nda juga score, susah juga kan? hmm..

Nampaknya, sepanjang di matriks terpaksa la bangun terlampau awal. Macam susah sikit o sebab sy biasa sudah bangun jam 8 pagi kan,muahhaha. Sana kena bangun jam 4 pg o semata-mata nak pergi mandi, taw la bekalan air di matriks ada sot sikit. Silap hari bulan nda termandi plak sy.

So nanti pas mandi, trus pergi revise utk next chapter.breakfast.class until 3 pm i think.

Then balik pergi hostel, sleep for one hour, then go jogging kat stadium.

Malam go lepak2 di bilik and study sampai jam 10/11 gtu. Lau ada masa lepak kat bilik kawan ahaha. But i really hope i have enough stamina la to do all this. Hope dear Lord will be bless me..permudahkanlah semuanya ya Tuhanku..amen..

Harap-haraplah penyakit rajin sy timbul kat sana, mesti hari2 belajar, silap hari bulan,gagal exam trus out o..matai na yan..

Anyway, hope you guys who read this will always pray for me and my friends at matriks..

semoga semuanya okay saja ya, thanks!

cheers!

xoxo, Deidre.

Tepuk dada ,tanyalah selera.

2011-04-28T23:16:00.000-07:00

Entry hari ini dalam bahasa rojak ya readers sekalian!

Otak sy masih lagi confuse ne sama ada mau ambil matriks(Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan) atau tidak. But seriously, sy sudah tekad, mana2 sy pergi lepas ne, sy akan struggle habis-habisan dan dapat pointer tinggi-tinggi! However, memandangkan sy suda klik 'YA' sama tu surat terima tawaran masuk matriks, memang confirm sy masuk KML ne which akan start pada 23 mei 2011 ini!

WOOT WOOT! mau dekat suda tu yaw! sy taw, setiap path yang kita pilih memang ada kebaikan dan keburukan tapi tu semua bergantung sama tu orang juga macamana dorang hadapi semua tu. As for me, i choose to go matriks because this is what i think the right thing for me to do. Sy suda tekad maw struggle habis2 di matriks, dapat pointer tinggi2! sy taw prestasi sy masa form 5 sangat la damn buruk , terus terang la sy ckp sy hate belajar sepanjang spm. Susah gila babs yaw, mungkin sebab terlampaw banyak and susah subjek. or maybe sy yang malas ? well XP haha.

Dulu pas habis spm,sy suda ckp ba tu sy tda maw blajar sains lagi pasal susah. Ya memang susah pun. Sy blajar utk spm pun mcm maw gila oo, semua gara2 study last minute. satu minggu b4 exam baru sibuk nak buka buku, baca buku tahap gaban nda tdr smpai pg. Tu masa sy balik2 impikan kehidupan senang macam sekarang. Wuish ,hidup sy skrg macam heaven, tidur lambat,bgn pn lambat, tingu tv yang berlambak channel, online 24 hour.. gila ehh, siok tahap dewa tp boring pun tahap dewa pasal itu ja sy buat hari2. Selepas 5 bulan bertapa di rumah, baru stat kemarin sy rasa rindu maw blajar. MIRACLE ! haha! Pasal keputusan matriks keluar kan kemarin, tepat jam 12 bah sy chek tu barang. Da ckp 'TAHNIAH' trus sy y mcm blank kijap ne. Macam nda pcaya yaw. Sudahla sains spm sume c,dpt jga matriks. Btl2 sy ingt tda dpt o. But seriously, sy bersyukur sangat2 dapat. Memang mula2 sy fkr sy takut ba maw masuk sana pasal memang susah tu sana. Tapi takkan maw gagal before try kan? So sy suda decide , untuk masuk matriks dengan harapan dapat survive di pulau yang panas tahap dewa, stress ntah brapa kali tahap stress da tu and cuba dapat pointer tinggi2.

Lagipun ada kebaikan ba ne matriks ne, satu tahun ja ko study next year da ble ambl degree suda. Sepa tia maw kan. Tp itulah, bukan senang nak dapat pointer tinggi.

Kedua, bole dapat duit!aha. kalo form 6 mana dapat elaun kan? sy dengar kan, law di matriks kerajaan sponsor rm1250 utk satu semester. Sy ada dua semester, jadi dpt la rm2000++ utk pembiayaan makan mnum spnjg d labuan. Nda juga susa2 mum n dad sy antar duit. lagipun, kira sy blajar overseas jga ba,bljar d luar negeri.nek kapal juga ma p sana,kapal laut mah.hahaha. And thank GOD! ada juga kawan yang join p labuan, nda juga sy rasa terasing di sana. Im so happy they get it with hope dorang akan terima,yippy tahap dewa!

But one thing for sure, im gonna leave my home sweet home for one year.. gonna leave my mum ..lepas 23 mei sy tda dpt suda tingu tv,online puas2,bgn lmbt2 , men mekap2 d ruma..haishh...sabar ja la, berkorban utk masa depan.. hmm.. i wonder whether khidupan matriks ataw spm lg susah..tp one thing for sure, its going to be fun! satu ja ba masalah di matriks ne sy dgr, kekurangan bekalan air..haishh.. sy harap sy dapat bilik y dekat tandas oo.. and sy harap sy pnya roomates sume bagus2 sama sy and sudi bagi tunjuk ajar..

Nampaknya,semua yang ada di otak sy sudah keluar.leganya..haha.

I wish semua yang masuk matriks all the best and see you guys there!

bagi yang nda dapat,dont worry be happy, ada tu peluang kamu nanti..all the best k :)

with love, Deidre.

Is this my next path?

2011-04-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

SHOULD I GO?

i'm terribly sorry that i lied to some people when i said i didn't get it.

It's just that, i'm not sure whether i should go for it or not.

My birthday on Easter Day!

2011-04-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

Hello, starting yesterday, I am officially 18 years old.

24 April 2011.

A day to remember. A day where our Jesus had risen from death. A day where He suffered his lives just to save us from sins. I felt blessed to celebrate my birthday yesterday with such a holy day with hope my 18^th year will be blessed too.

I started my birthday by attending Sunday Easter Mass at church with my mum and younger sister, Darlene yesterday. It was very hot during the mass , I didn’t pay fully attention during the reading L But one thing I knew, God had always been by my side. I almost cried after kissing the cross last Good Friday, it felt like God was really there, watching me. I was touched.

Nothing really special happened on my birthday, only Tiramitsu cake and uncountable wishes from friends and family that cheered me up. Piggy was the first one who officially wished me a happy birthday, called me in the middle of the night just to wish me, thank you and yes I love you too. Thanks too Chung also, who was unofficially became the first one who wished me , thank God you remember :P hehe.

And also to those who called, sms-ed and posted a birthday wish on Facebook yesterday. Thanks ahpasal kasi samak wall sy as in a good way and kasi penuh notifications sy,muahhahaha. Thank you all.

So many things to do in this 18^th life, but one thing for sure, i want my year to be blessed and a blast. I wanna live my life to the fullest. I wanna make my dreams come true, a dreams that I’ve been dreaming eversince I was in my mum’s tummy. Haha.

Happy birthday Deidre Casandra :) I love myself :)

Awan Dedriette-the interview.

2011-04-25T04:49:00.000-07:00

Hey dear readers! How ya all been doing?! Some of you must've been wondering how was my interview goin' on, rite? :P

Last Saturday was great, my flight attendant interview went very smoothly eventhough I DIDN'T GET IT, but it's okay. I'm not that sad . hehe.

For me, it was a great experience as i got the chance to meet new friends which most of them were chinese and damn tall! Lemme tell you, THEY WERE ALL HANDSOME AND PRETTY AND TALL AND SPEAK ENGLISH FLUENTLY! I felt so tiny being in the middle of the crowd at that moment since my english was not that good. But i did try my best to communicate with them and brave enough to speak english which i rarely do. I can speak but so tak biasa ehhh. How i wish i can speak english just like them. Eh no, how I wish i can get used to it, so that easier for me to communicate .Cheh wa, who doesn't want kan.

Anyway, the interview day started with height check. You know what, they increased the height requirement about 3 cm i think. My height suppose to be 168 cm tall suddenly became 164.5 cm like WTH? Some of them who only height about 157cm became 154cm ,sadly they have to go home afterward since they didn't achieve the height requirement. I was with Judith that time, and thank God she managed to go second round. Law nda,tedala kawan sy.

Second round was an academic round which you have to show your real SPM certificate to make sure you're not faking it. It was easy for me since i got 3A's and pass in all subjects .They only want you to get at least kepujian in BM and English and pass three other subjects. So, for me,not a big problem.

I was very inspired by this friend of mine who came all the way from Rawang , Selangor trying his luck here. However,he have to face the truth when he was rejected for not qualified enough to go for the 3rd round. Imagine, he arrived KK about 2 am and have to wait at airport till morning since he came alone and no family staying here. My gosh, dream punya pasal sanggup oo..but seriously, I’m proud of him, brave enough to go here alone. He said he’ll go to Sarawak for the next cabin crew interview. I wish he’ll manage to get through to the next around.

The third round was an interview session, the toughest one I think. I was nervous, adrenaline rushed through my veins, hands suddenly felt cold and shivering when my name was called out. There were 6 person per interview. So, kira macam interview ramai2 la. There were 3 interviewers who I forgot their names, asked us to introduce ourselves, how to deal with the customer and what we had prepared for the interview.

I was the second one to introduce myself that time. I think I was a bit tersasul2 and grammarpun tunggang terbalik, but afterward, get used with them, lama2 okay la. One of my i-regret-saying-that-word was ‘I love the feeling when landing’, LIKE WTH!! I also don’t know why did I even mentioned that. And also! I asked them about the salary which I regretted so much, it looks like I went there for the sake of money . huhuhu. Berlah tu. After the interview finished, we went for a drink outside the room with an eager feeling to know the results. Results came out, all of us didn’t get it, even my friends who spoke English damn fluently also didn’t get it. How sad. But for me, I accept it with an open heart, it was great to experienced all of it. Thanks to Memey,Zuing and Fella, nice meeting you all on that day.

At that moment, Judith was still waiting for her turn to be called out. Since I cannot go sit with her and other participants, I decided to go home. Sempat lagi I go jalan-jalan around Sutera Harbourhotel. 5 stars la katakan,haha.

Actually, after the interview still got the next round which was grooming. IDK about this, since I didn't get through it. During the day, I met Izzah Ibrahim (my primary school mate), Adam Haziq’s sister which I forgot to ask her name and also Julaiha (my secondary school mate). I think Izzah and Adam’s sister only sampai interview juga. But memang banyak orang fail tym interview session. MAS is a very strict airline, I think they only pick 30 person over 400.

These are the pics I took after the interview finished. I can’t snap a pic inside the interview room, I don’t think they’ll allow me though.

Me,SS-ing. LOLS

The Pasific, Sutera Harbour Resort's view near the beach.

A lil touch up :p

Look pale here. hmm..some lip gloss maybe?

Teehehe !

Great experience, great peoples, great fashions, great make-up, great place! I’m glad I came!Looking forward to a next cabin crew interview, Air Asia maybe?

There’s no room for me to be sad because of this failure,naaahh not a failure, an experience! I still got a long way to go, cheers to a freaking day everybody!

With love,

Deidre.

Just a random post here!

2011-04-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

What really bother me this few days is my next step to keep my dream alive.

But I don't know where should i begin with.

Everything seems impossible for me to do.

Dad never allows me to do what i really want.

And i'm confuse, whether to further my study into a high new level or just go for something which i know dad will never agree.

But people keep saying, 'just do what you like, at the end of the time, it's you who's gonna live your life'.

How very true.

But it's me, who's never try to be brave enough to keep on moving or is it me who's completely out of my mind to something big.

No, i should just let the time pass by,time will tell anyway.

I should take a baby step, do it step by step.

Stay true and be patient, everything's gonna be just okay.

Moving on,forget about that emo thingy feeling. Today, somebody dedicate me a song for my coming birthday , i love it sooooo much!! I requested for it actually :P Her name is Recheal Jane, my ex-school mate. i love it like super love it!! she's amazing , she should really go for singing competition on TV and i bet she could go far with that amazing talent. Thumbs up dear friend! Thanks, and sorry for posting here TOO early :P

Xoxo,Deidre

still thinking..

2011-04-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

OMG, 3 days to go before my interview day come!

Resume done, passport pic done, office attire done.

Only the application letter need to be done. You know, after leaving school for such a long time really makes me forget anything about studying till i forgot the formal letter's format. sigh..

Trust me, i've never touch pen or write anything in a paper after the whole school thingy finished.

Freak ~

Anyway, let me show you my office attire which i feel quite elegant haha. i guess so.

but don't worry, fashion crime won't happen on that day. I know, the belt was such a no-no choice! will loose it :)

My bro decided to not going for the interview, he said he's not fully ready. Chehhhh what an excuse..he should really go for it , i really think he had the chance .What a waste.Hmm..

Anyway, wish me luck people!

This is like one in a million opportunity! An opportunity i myself wouldn't want to waste!

You know you got the chance to travel around the world with FREE TICKET. Isn't that amazing!! But i know ,if i get this job , i have to leave my sweet home and forgetting the plan about becoming a nutrionist and dad would be very upset..But i want it,like want it so badly,getting to know world rather than sitting and waiting for the chance to come again..but i don't know, im still young..and making big decision is such a tough thing to do ..hmm..still confuse , which part i'm gonna choose..which part gonna lead to me a happy ending..

xoxo,deidre..

flight attendant interview?

2011-04-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

I might going for the flight attendant interview this 23rd April at Sutera Harbour. I don't know what's gonna happen next but lets just keep our finger crossed for a better result :)

I know i have to dress formal but seriously i don't have any outfit that really suits me best for the interview. Below are some random pics of me wearing formal attire,not mine actually.what do you think?(sorry for the quality image).

Do I look good with hair tied or...

Just let the hair fall down naturally with a pin just to make me look tidy enuf?

This is half body pic of mine...ahhh and that is my new Nokia N8 hp..hehe.

I was doing some random google about this flight attendant jobs recently said that its not easy actually to become flight attendant and they don't simply pick pretty and tall people to be a stewardess. Anyway, just read this post who was wrote by an ex-stewardess.

Well.... it seems that there's so many FA wannabes here, i think i'll write down some experiences that i've gone thru with the SIA interview. Here's the interview procedures was like:

The first thing u need to do is to send ur application online where u can get the application form from the SIA website: http://www.singaporeair.com/saa/en_UK/cont.../cabin_crew.jsp

Requirements:

Singapore citizens or Malaysian citizens who are Singapore Permanent Residents

Males who are at least 1.65m in height; females who are at least 1.58m

GCE ‘A’ Levels (2 ‘A’-level credits and 2 ‘O’-level credits including General Paper)/Diploma and above preferred

Preference will be given to candidates who are able to speak foreign languages or are experienced in customer service.

Well, after u have submitted ur form to them, u'll have to wait for their reply appox. 1 and 1/2 mths. If after for 2 mths there's no reply from them, that means u should start to plan for ur next application then. My advice for those ppl that's been keep applying for the FA position online for the past few mths or few years, u better wait for another 6 mths or more to apply for another attempt bcos they'll keep ur information in their database for the entire 6 mths. Well, u wouldn't want them to blacklist u bcos of that...right? They want to see new faces and not familiar ones everytime they check on their database.

Alright...let's come back to the main part. If u r to be invited for the 1st interview, congrats to u but not to be too happy 1st! This is just the beginning. They'll tell u where to attend for the interview, usually at a 5 star hotel. Cheers!

Be prepared before u go for the interview. If u r really keen to be an FA, u better prepare everything well before u attend for ur 1st interview. 1st impression is the most important! SIA is very specific in ur complexion, personality, characteristics, appearance, elegance and of course on how u bring urself and present urself well. Be urself! They can tell if u r faking it. So, be careful. Confidence and english fluency is

a good key in getting in. Make sure u practice ur fluency and what u going to say to them. Last but not least, remember to do ur facial treatments 1 or 2 weeks before the interview. It really makes a difference. Put on some make up and make sure u look presentable and not pale. U should wear an office attire or something a bit formal and not jeans etc…

First Day of Interview:

1st Round: 10 girls in a group. Group interview. U'll be asked to go into a room with 9 other girls for their 1st round. 1 interviewer will ask all of u to do self intro. Make it short and simple. U would not want to drag and tell all ur grandma and grandpa stories in front of the interviewer and other applicants. The more u speak, the more grammar mistakes u’ll make. I bet that they’ll be laughing by themselves. Just make it short and simple. Trust me, this actually happens! They will ask all of u to talk a little bit about urself one by one. Just stay calm. Actually they r testing on ur fluency and overall presentation. Be confidence of what u r talking. After the self intro, they will ask the 10 of u to wait into a room and wait for the result. Then, they’ll send someone to announce who’ll be proceeding to the next round. If u r selected in here, u’ll be send to the 2nd round after that.

2nd Round: One to one interview. In here, there will be one interviewer to ask u more in details about ur background, ur interest, ur work and everything. They actually wanted to know more about u and how keen and interested u r in joining as the part of the FA team. Just be urself and think before u answer. Then, they’ll ask u to read a short passage to test ur reading and fluency. If u r successful in this round, the interviewer will give u a piece of paper, meaning that u’ll proceed to the next round. The psychometric test.

3rd Round: The psychometric test. There r about 100 or more objective questions to be answered. There r no correct or wrong answers here. They just want to test ur characteristics and see whether u r suitable to be an FA. Just answer, don’t think too long. Then after the test, a girl there will give u a piece of paper and tell u to come for the next round interview another day. Usually it’ll be tomorrow.

Second Day of Interview:

1st Round: Kebaya check. In here, they’ll see on how u look in the uniform. They’ll also check for scars, tattoo, visible acnes and spare tires. Remember to put a lot of make up in this round. U’ll be counting on it, trust me! U’ll be asked to walk towards the interviewer that will check on ur skin. U should not neglect the way u walk here. They’ll also quite particular in the way u walk. Walk with confidence and stable. Bring out ur elegance. For those who r quite skinny, SIA do not always prefer skinny ones especially when u wear the kebaya, no curve no shape, u r gone. That’s what I know. After all the checking, u’ll have to wait for them to announce on who will proceed to the next round.If u r selected, u’ll have to go for the water confidence test.

2nd Round: Water Confidence Test. In this round, u’ll have to do a simple catwalk walking towards the interviewer and let them check thoroughly on ur skin and visible scars again on ur swimsuit. Then, u’ll have to jump into the pool around 6metres deep, and swim 50metres back and forth in the pool. After that, u’ll need to report back to the interviewer. If, u don’t know how to swim, that’s ok. They will provide a life vest for u. U only thing that can help u to reach to the other end of the pool will be swimming backwards. Swimming forwards will not help much. In this test, there are testing on ur guts whether u r able to jump into the sea in case of emergency. After the test, u’ll be asked to wait into a room to announce who’ll be proceeding to the final interview. If u passed, they’ll ask u to write down ur name and email add in a piece of paper and hand it over to them. They’ll keep in touch with u again and tell u the next venue and date for the finals.

Last Day of Interview:

Final Interview: For the last interview here, there will be 2 – 3 panels to interview u in a room. They’ll ask u more in dept questions about u and let u know the result for ur recent psychometric test. They’ll observe u and see whether u r suitable to be an FA. Usually, they r from the upper level management ppl from the HR dept. So, be careful on what u r saying to them. They’ll be the ones who’ll be determined ur future if u r very keen to be an FA. They’ll ask u questions like, why u want to be an air stewardess?, what will u do after u’ve resigned from SIA?..stuff like that. If they ask u situational questions like, what will u do if SARS are detected on plane? That means, they r having doubts on u. So, be prepared and think before u answer. If u have customer service background or additional language knowledge, it’ll help a lot to pass thru. This interview takes around 15-20 mins. It varies for each ppl. After they have done with u, u’ll have to go back to the waiting room, and a girl will go into the panels’ room to announce whether u made thru or not. After a short discussion between them, the girl will tell u whether u can stay or go home.

If u made it, u’ll be staying for the tea party in the evening later on.

Tea Party: I’ll advice u, not to be too happy yet if u r here. Bcos in here, sometimes they’ll still eliminate someone during the tea party. So, don’t be too confident and relax in this round. It is still an interview round. During the tea party, they’ll ask all of u to chat and mingle around with others. All of u will be gathering in a circle round to chat and have tea. U may also talk to the interviewers too. Those interviewers here will observe every one of u while u are communicating with others. But from what I know, they r very seldom to eliminate ppl here, only if they r still considering that someone. This tea party usually will last for 1 hour. If u r safe in this round, they’ll give u a few pieces of paper indicating u to go for a medical check up somewhere in KL area. They’ll also give u an application form to fill in again indicating a more detailed particulars and another form to apply for an employment pass to able to work in S’pore. They’ll ask u to bring all the forms home to fill in. After u have gone for the check up and fill every particulars in, just send it back to the SIA head office.

As what they told us, for STPM or Diploma Holders, basic salary will be SGD1200.00 and for Degree or Higher Degree Holders, basic will be SGD1350.00. Training will be 4 mths and while training only basic salary will be paid. After graduation, flying allowance and transport allowance will be paid accordingly.

If u r fail to apply for the employment pass, or maybe ur medical check up is not up to standard, u’ll also cannot work for SIA. So, good luck girls! If ur medical here is cleared and employment pass is approved, u’ll have to go for another check up in S’pore conducted by the S’pore ministry. If everything is cleared there, congrats, u r finally able to work as an FA for SIA. U’ll have to sign a 5 years contract with SIA, 4 mths training, and 1 year bond contract. Then, u’ll start ur training according to availability of training classes. Congratulations!

This is a long post actually with a very good tips. But still, so bingung whether gonna choose study or stewardess..huhu..dilemma...

hmm...feeling emo..

2011-04-08T06:39:00.000-07:00

this song shows my emotion...what a day ...

it's friday friday friday ..uhh duh.

2011-04-08T04:27:00.000-07:00

So many things happen today..i feel mad like all day long...haishh....batal puasa oo ne ari..macam2 yang jadi..i wanna scream!!!let that anger go faaaarrrr away from me....sigh..wish for a better day tomorrow..okay forget about those bullshit,life must go on..no need la to think tat lagi..

The only great thing about today is that, dad bought a new oven today!Yai!! i can now develop my new hobby which is baking! I loveeeeeee eating cakes sooo much you know especially cheese cake..! forget about the calories, cheese cake is like the best flavour in the world else than chocolate..and vanilla too! My ex-classmate,Umi is one of my friend who made the best cupcakes in the world, i wish i can be pro like her!! >.<

Speaking of food, rumours about the fake eggs has been spreading around..gotta be careful in choosing eggs after this..haiya..

GTG! Let's end this post with this song by REBECCA BLACK which apparently become one of the mega hits on youtube..lols. is she the next youtube sensation like Justin Bieber?

I dont think so. XP

xoxo readers,cheers :)

:P

2011-04-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

i heart him ;)

a bit confuse with my future

2011-04-05T21:41:00.000-07:00

I wanna scream as loud as i can!!!aaagghhh!!

I'm still confuse with my future ,i don't know where should o go eventhough i know there are a lot of opportunities waiting for me outside..

The problem is, what i should be is not what i want and thats really hard..

My dad always told me to be this and that, cannot go there cannot go here and yeah i'm very good girl and always listen to them.

But now it's going to be me who gonna live for my future and not them.

My real dream is to go travel all around the world . To achieve this, i can be a flight attendent! But my dad never ever gonna allow me to take stewardess as my carrier. But i want it, like so badly..

The second problem is, if i become a flight attendent, i won't have the chance to further study just like what my parents want me to be..they want me to have a stable and profesional job such as teacher or vaterinar . But i wanna do something that i enjoy, i'm more to practical than theory..huhuhu..i'm confuse with myself..Matriculation, UPM and SPA are all look very hard and stress and IDK if i can handle it or not. I'm not smart like others eventhough i know i can still struggle there. Form 5 pun sy rasa stress suda pasal semua sains sains ne ,apa lagi step up to another level..matai na yan..

There will be a flight attendant interview at Sutera Harbour this 23rd april, i'm still thinking whether i should go for it or not..

There will also an Unduk Ngadau selection this 16 april.

I don't really have the confident to join it as a matter of fact. I can't really speak dusun fluently and i don't think i have that sweet smile where a UN contestents should have since my teeth bukannya lurus sangat pun,hahaha.

Anyway, there will someone who's willing to sponsor my make up and hair and the only thing left is my outfit and ehem ehem,cara jalan..ahhaha.

But we'll see, law sy menang!!huiyo!!hahaha.gila eh, mungkin first round suda kalah pasal gigi senget!hahaha.

anyway, my future seems to be lil bit confusing..

but still,

i will never gonna stop chasing my dreams..

God just testing me, i can do it! ^^

xoxo deidre.

Sayonara :)

2011-04-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

So yesterday was supposed to be a party day with my group which i called 7TH because they are seven of us..but only three can make it which was me myself, Dew and Dav..kinda sad others couldn’t make it,but its okay..o ya, we met Carol at Centre Point, she was working at one of the store there..pretty sad she can’t join us..

Dew is leaving KK for good, i don’t know why but i feel like she’s leaving very far away from here and i can hardly meet her after this..i’m happy i can see her for the last time before leaving.. glad i have a friend like her, she’s a very sweet petite girl with a gud intelligent brain..i’m sure she can be someone who people gonna look up to and make her as their inspiration . u know, she’s really had her goals in mind from the very beginning and work very hard to achieve it..

At the very beginning of our form 4 year, she didn’t go for science stream class eventho she knew she can get into that class, she knew it..she knew that what she wants is not in that class..and here we are, one of the top student in school…she made it..and im so proud of her.. no matter what happen, i will always support you dear friend..take care always and may our dear Lord bless you along the way up.. this is a special dedication for you are one of my bestfriend :)

waddup,its me.

with my girlfriends,all are awesomanizing pretty friends. Interest with one of them?pm me :p jk

with a bestfriend that gonna leaving KK soon..sob sob..

me,Dew and Dav at Waterfront, KK..

Sayonara,7TH..

last day at my workplace

2011-04-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

Some random pics of me and my friends ..it was my last day so i decided to take pics for my personal memory..

#i do having rough and happy time here. but i will never gonna forget this good experience..

thanks to all who were being very nice to me and nonon since my first day working there..till then,cheers .

xoxo,

deidre~

my dedication for my ex in my silent time

2011-04-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

i hate that i have a memory that i have to remember when a thing turns out badly..

i hate that i have fallen in love with you and in the end both of us break up..

i regret for letting you entering my life ..

i hate that i am not strong enough to say no to your love..

but all this sadness makes me stronger than before..

i know what it feels to be heartbroken..

and from that moment i've promise to myself that i will never gonna experience the same heartbroken feeling ever again..

yet, it keeps coming to me..

i hate that it whenever i have see your face ,not because i hate you but because of what i have with you..

the memory that ive never wanted to repeat ever again, falling in love is such sweet moment but when you cheat on me everything seems black..

searching every broken pieces of my heart and gain a stronger power than before..

and that made me even stronger than before..

i thank you God for letting me experience this, because it makes me stronger ..

cuz you ain't deserve me..im sorry, goodbye..

still sad with my result :(

2011-03-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

i can only sigh for the time being..

my spm result had been a ticket for my dad to give me very torn advice that makes me feel sad until tears fall..

he was so disappointed with me, his bright lil girl didnt manage to get a flying colour just like upsr and pmr exam...

im not that bright student anymore, who every year go to stage and receive prizes..i miss that defining moment, dad look so proud to see me..but this year, i disappointed him..im sorry, i know i have let you down..eventhough so many people tell me my result is okay and i dont need to be sad about it..but i still do feel sad about my result,its not a flying colour result..

he was mad, telling me how immature i was for not listening to him before..yeah because i was very quite memberontak , kuat main and all that kan..

my interest to study as i was in form 5 going down to a very low rate because science subjects were killing me and i felt like give up..i didnt study really hard for my spm and i ended up getting all C's in my science subject, KOTOH to me..now dad, you can tell me 'I TOLD YOU SO' for thousand times and ill accept that with teary eyes because thats the ugly truth that i have to accept with an open heart and positive mind.

on the first week of the spm exam, everything went very well, second week , i began to get weak..and the final week, i didnt care anymore about the exam..it was all science subjects on the third week and i went like 'just do it', apa yang sy merepek tu,ntahlah..

so yeah, result came out and i went like biasa saja until my dad knew bout it...sy dapat rasa kekecewaan yang teramat sangat.. sepa juga ibu bapa yang tidak suka tingu anak da berjaya kan..so, tulah sy rasa macam sy suda kasih kecewa dorang ne..

tapi biarlah, semua pun sudah terjadi, all i can do now is keep on moving..but i never want to repeat my spm exam tho!! biarlah ini jadi pengajaran, nanti sy akan buat dengan lebih baik lagi...

*dear Lord, do bless this child in choosing the right path in future...

p/s: ill listen to my dad more after this..

wassup with my spm result

2011-03-25T18:50:00.000-07:00

Haloha everybodyyyyy!!

wanna share a a story about me and my SPM result...!

hangkang berabis jooooo!my gawd, i never even thought ill get 3 A's only, i didnt expect my expectation to get at least 5 A's oo...soooo dissapointed with myself..but still, okay jugalah sebab semua lulus and principal..amen..nothing to wow about my result, even my dad pun frust oo...hilang rm1000 sy ooooooo!!!huhuhu..but its okay la, sepa suru nda blajar, maw sangat kan trip masuk kelas sains tulen..nah tingu..kanapalah ko straight A's omr sana law malas mmg nda tcapai juga tu ..

anyway, been thinking very hard what im gonna be after this..macam2 suda sy fikir o, maw jadi stewardess la, maw ambl perhotelan lah tapi semua dibangkang oleh dady sy..haish, da ckp peluang pekerjaan kurang dan masa depan nda terjamin..da suru sy pg jadi guru ataw ambil vateriner..matai na yan. suda la sains hangkang berabis..but still, if sy dapat masuk matriks or upm, sy akan berusaha lebih lagi..banyak2 sy mohon ne..SPA,UPU and matriks, harap2 adalah yang sangkut..

i wanna congratulate all the best students in my school, NONON!!! My cousin bhai tuuuu, 8A's ooo!gila, men hebat! si Cass lagi 7 A's ka da tu.Dew 7a,carol 7a,ermmm rere 5a, mr piggy 4a, chan 7a, jeona 6a ka law tda silap sy,,fenny 6a..mmg kamu lah harapan oo kan, hebat2 !congrats guys!!sy ja y tsasar ne taw, law maw pusing balik tu masa maw saja sy pnda p kelas sains sukan oo, buli jga sy straight a,hahaha..adoi na, menyesal pun nda da guna ba..just keep on moving, nasib la sy semua kredit buli lagi capai tahap minimum masuk u, i keep my finger crossed!!

ermmm, for the time being i have to not thinking too much about my dreams,about becoming a model because dad doesnt really like that profession, but i will never gonna stop dreaming!! biarlah sy masuk u dulu, balajar dulu ,dpt krja bgs bru fkr blk ne bnda..hmm...and im thinking about taking stewardess course utk part time ja..but my dad...........da suru sy pg kerja kerani utk sementara!!huahhhh.,matai na yan..apa la sy maw bt tu..

andd !!! form 6!!! sy rasa mmg sy reject abis ooo form 6, nda minat la msk skul blk, ari2 tingu benda y sama..i wanna experience a new life and new thing and i bet its going to be a fun thing to do...anyway,life must go on..fail for once doesnt mean fail forever..

*There is always a chance in Life, people make their choice and sometimes Life choose for them

xoxo,

deidresandra~

my new job!

2011-03-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

ts been a while!

how are you?

Today is the 8th day i work at More Capital Sdn Bhd.

So many friends ask where the hell i actually works now, well now you know (to those who's reading now ). It is actually near the Alliance Bank at Kolombong. I work part time there as a ...ermm i dont know what is the suit name for this job. What i do is tagging a price tag and count the stock. But what i hate is the time when i have to carry the heavy things out so that i can tag the bar code. It makes me all sweaty and smelly..But what to do, nothing is easy to get money.. And one thing i hate about working there is that the super garang supervisor.. i hate him when he keep yelling at me over something which i never done..hissskk..yang teda teda ne ba da marah sy.sometimes when he yell over my limit, i totally lawan him back..aaa sepa suru..ya i know, im a very impatient person..but as the time passed by, i begin to know the supervisor more.. he is actually a very serious guy when it comes to work. but when it comes to laugh, he is the most funniest guy there! He managed to make me laughed during recess till i cried.. o my god, totally raja lawak yang paling lawak la bila buat lawak.. but still, i hate the time when he gets to serious when work and super like when he made a stupid jokes tapi lucu..haha.

Other than that , there's also this guy named Rinbo. aaa si botak tuu.. you know what, on my first day kan, da ugut sy ne maw kasi jadi sy orang ke-empat menangis after sherry, hazimah and edna..matai na yan, kotoh manada sy nangis..kin panas ne gaya da yang first day time keja sana mcm sy maw umban ja ne, balik2 kacaw org. Oya , he keeeeeep calling me 'ngadau' because i was taller than him,haha.. actually its an advantage to be tall, nobody dare to bully you because you are more taller than him/her..hahaha.. well anyway, as the time passed by i begin to know him more . He is actually a kuat main guy ba, i like being his friend, walaupun da selalu tipu2(kunun2 universiti da di UK kunun,matai na yan) tapi still i know his objective.. da cuma maw menceriakan kami semua..clap for you Rinbo..

And yeah, there'S also this guy that always help me. We call him Boy, i dont actually know his real name.. My god , da cipta satu nama utk sy ne which is 'BALABOW' =.= sot kan....uhh. manada sy layan tu kalo da panggil sy gtu..kanapalah da maw ckp sy sombong, thats not even my name..haha. tp macm kurang2 suda tu da panggil sy BALABOW, tukar suda tu pigi 'sayang' ....=.= my god.................lagi sy tidak akan jawab...tapi apa2 pun, ko jugalah harapan boy tolong2 sy angkt brg :P thanks yaaa! ko juga y backup2 sy time sy kana mara supervisor, domo arigato!!!! ^^

Selain itu, ada juga kawan2 siok sana nama dorang shery(skul kolombong juga tu), kak long, kak rose, juanis, judy, faizal, geofrey and bos kami si pian..siok kawan ma dorang sume, very friendly and sporting habis.. oya forgot to mention, nonon also work with me!!! sy rasa sebab dorang la sy dpt btahan oo...ada juga kazen sy sana gia..hehe..

well dats all for today, nanti law ada cerita terbaru tentang sy , sy post k!

till then, babai!!cheers !!

i met Dania!

2011-03-07T00:22:00.000-08:00

Her name is actually Scha Al-Yahya..aaa very charming...and me...very pucat,no make up at all..ahhaha..i was actually doing my window shopping at city mall yesterday.. On our way to car park, i decided to go to starbucks to drink something because i was very thirsty..And then i saw somebody passed me by, mcm kenal sy ckp...Then tanpa membuang masa, i took out my camera and went to ask her 'BULI kita bergambar', and of coz she said 'boleh' dengan lemah lembutnya dia..hahaha.she's very quiet u know, well i don't know la maybe pasal mungkin da ingat da tdk famous..haha..but she's indeed beautiful..oya, da ada di city mall pasal ada tu pencarian gadis Carefree ka tu if im not mistaken..sikit lagi sy maw pg ne,tp oleh sebab my mum maw balik so tda jadi...gila eh, law sy pg trus sy manang buli dpt RM10 000 oooo!!!!gila eh..tp berlah, sy bg chance sama org len..nanti kamu kalah ba...hahaha acah je..ya, itu sajala ..haha..adios~

this so called perfect word..

2011-03-04T07:10:00.001-08:00

I look good, i look happy , i look rich, i look perfect..

But I am not at all..

Everyone had their own flaw and so I am..

I wanna be a goddess, i wanna be beautiful , i wanna be famous, i wanna be rich..

I wanna have everything..and yes im being greedy here..

I hate when i get jelous because people get what they want and i dont..

but this is life, you have to just accept it...

i miss someone..so much..and its wierd because i miss him not like i miss my bf..

i pray..

2011-03-04T06:48:00.000-08:00

i don't know what is wrong with me..i keep get mad over something that shouldn't be mad of.. i don't know what is wrong with me.. i just hope God will give me the strength to be patient in everything..i hope i have the power to be calm in facing every challenges that come against me..Maybe i'm thinking too much over stupid thing which is not relevant that makes me feel uneasy..i'm not good when comes to prayer.. i pray but not as hard as other people..maybe its karma..but its no use to regret. What happened ,had happened. I shouldn't think too much about what had happened in the past.. Maybe i sometimes become too arrogant over something,i know i shouldn't..but i don't know why..dear lord, do bless this child, because this child is forgeting about You and tends be someone else which she shouldn't be because she is lovely just the way she is ..I pray so that all my sins will be forgiven..i pray so that i wouldn't be arrogant towards people..i pray so that i wouldn't be a selfish people which i hates when i do that..i pray so that everything will be perfectly fine...amen..

A bored day

2011-02-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

It was a bored day so I decided to take a snaps around my neigbourhood with my cousins Elviana and Baby Kici (Elena) who are both Nonon's (Edna) sisters. Hehe they both are super cute and naughty, both of them keep fought to play with the cam. Adorable! hehe

Elviana with her cute miaw miaw which I dont know its name,haha. I think they just call it Miaw Miaw. Sounds cute what,hehe

A random picture of me outside my house, haha credit to Elviana.

Me with the reban ayam outside Elviana's house.

Chilling out with the miaw miaw and baby kici at the back of Elivana's house. They got two cats actually.

Baby Kici, Elviana, Miaw Miaw and Nini.

Meet me, Baby Kici and Miaw Miaw!! =P

Some pics that treasure our precious moment, baby kici nanti bila ko basar mesti tingu ne gambar aaa :P

The kids :)

Hoping this long holiday will be much more interesting but it seems not and pretty boring but its okay. News about the SPM result date which supposed to be today is fake, rumours,dont trust it so much. Anyway may you all have a great weekdays and may God bless you all! Peace out bebeh!!

xoxo-Deidre

Rumours about the SPM result date

2011-02-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

I heard lotsa rumours about the date, ada yang cakap 28 feb la, 14 march la..aishh..tunggu saja ba..dapat juga tu nanti..

i wish all of my classmates and friends all the best, hope semua dapat result yang mantap2!!

GNA-Black and White

2011-02-27T05:06:00.001-08:00

One of my favourite song~

Out with the girls!

2011-02-26T02:56:00.000-08:00

You know, i had never go jalan2 with my friends ,today is my first. And we had lotsa fun together. Went to Suria first for the karnival 'Jom Masuk U' then went to CP. We were supposed to go bowling but due to technical problem, it had been cancelled and change to karaoke time . Gila ehh, berteriak2 kami ooo bukan lagi menyanyi. But we do had our blast moment there. So thanks gal, we made it!!! I mean i make it to go jalan2 with u all!! kena marah juga sebab balik lambat tapi tidak apa pasal siok!!haha.

On our way to KK :)

Fake photoshoot in front of i-dunno-wat-the-movie-is board

Lepak-ing at the bowling centre at Palm Square

Karaoke time!!!

Some random picture taken,me so cantik here tats y post here,haha perasan o me :P

So,kesimpulannya ialah,kami banyak menghabiskan masa dengan ketawa,mengumpat dan memuji antara satu sama lain betapa telah berubahnya kami..hahahha.thanks dad,kasih benar sy keluar ne ari,siok ne.haha. Ok la itu saja sy maw bincang ne ari,bye~Thanks for reading! ^^

xoxo,Deidre-

Stalking people!

2011-02-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

Stalking ataw lebih tepat, mengekori orang .

Sepa pernah buat barang gini?

Yeah sometimes sy buat ne benda law sy maw btl taw pasal orang.

Pernah tu sy google nama tu orang d google, sekali terjumpa ne ba info2 pasal dia.

hahaha.aaa kanapala,sepa suru ada nama ko sana. gay.

inilah guna teknologi zaman sekarang,semua pun ada.

jadi kalau maw mengelakkan diri dari di-stalking, jangan lah tulis nama betul betul kamu di internet ya.

Sy tda pa, sy okai ja org stalk, makin famous apa,haha.

tapi sy harap tda jadilah benda buruk mcm guna2 gambar sia ka, guna guna nama sia ka. minta dijauhkan,palis palis jauh jauh.

kesimpulannya, buat baik dibalas baik, buat jaat dibalas jaat.

org y sy stalk tu, 'sy tida sangka oo ko gtu hebat'. anu y sy stalk tu bukan la org y sy suka or whatsoever, saja ba mo taw. ya itulai tu.

ba, nanti sy post lagi barang budu aaa. bye.

Lima barang random

2011-02-24T07:32:00.000-08:00

5 benda yang sia mesti buat dalam sehari

-tingu cermin

-check fb

-sms piggy

-tingu tv

-sisir rambut

5 benda buruk pasal sy

-cepat marah

-tidak peduli

-selalu puji diri sendiri (tp dlm hati la,haha)

-terlampau banyak fikir

-suka buat benda separuh jalan

5 benda yang paling sy tida sanggup hilang

-rambut panjang sy

-kulit cerah

-laptop sy

-duit sy

-fb sy

5 benda yang sy takut

-jadi terlampau jujur smpai terkasi sakit hati org

-tikus (ee yakkkk!!)

-gh**st

-jalan saturang pg kk

-bila orang marah sy

5 orang yang sy rasa cantik di dunia ne

-stella matilda

-judith lynda

-kim kardashian

-IU

-SNSD

5 benda yang paling sy maw buat tapi kompom tda dapat

-pramugari

-penyanyi

-jutawan

-supermodel

-Miss Universe(huahuahua)

5 benda yang paling budu sy perna buat

-nyanyi lagu hari raya depan org ramai smbl menari tarian zapin yg paling memalukan di dunia

-nangis depan LJL (sh** )

-mengaku jatuh cinta sama si F (bluekks)

-minta break ngan AE semata-mata markah BI dia rendah(paling budu la ne,sy pn tataw knpa sy bt gitu)

-bergegar time konsert piano walaupun balik2 otk ckp 'jgn takut'

5 orang paling lucu sy perna jumpa

-cikgu sivik kami masa form 5, sh** sy lpa nama dia ne

-chung chung

-haha piggy

-mr bean (sy jmpa dia dlm mimpi ba)

-haha cgu math kami ,cgu hilary

Iya ini lai ne serba sedikit cerita tentang sy, sorry pasal banyak bahasa pasar sini. Slalu sy tulis in BI kan, ba ne kali la chance kamurang tingu sy tulis dlm bahasa sabah. Bah,itu saja la sy maw ckp. Thanks pasal baca, nah gula !! (pura2 dapat la aahh) . k bye :)

One of my favourite actress in Dream High :)

2011-02-23T00:58:00.000-08:00

Name : IU aka Ji-Eun Lee

Born: May 16, 1993

Talent: singing, playing guitar

Height: 160 cm, weight: 47 kg

Debut album: September 23, 2008 - [Lost and Found]

Enjoy the video :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeqdYqsrsA0

Know me more :)

2011-02-22T09:41:00.000-08:00

Hello readers!
Further details about me.

*Deidre Casandra Marius
*turning 19 this 24 April
*originally came from Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, Malaysia.
*i am one of the modern 'Mat Jenin'because i dream a lot and will work hard to achieve all my dreams.
*stand for 168cm tall
*im a perfectionist eversince i was lil girl that is why i work hard to be clever,beautiful and kind at the same time because by being this ,i will be loveable by everyone. It sound fake right? But since i learn the words 'nobody's perfect', i try to be just me and it actually feels so good when you are being yourself.
*i look up people who are beautiful , clever and kind at the same time because they are awesome and amazing. Who doesn't want to be like that right?
*i love wierd people because they are unique and different in their own way. i think it is actually pretty cool to know wierd people because the look very secretive and sometimes i wonder whether wierd people had magic or not because if they are, i am so gonna adore them.
*i read all Harry Potter's novel since i was in primary 6.
*I have a crush on Robbert Pattinson just because he was the most handsome guy in Harry Potter movie and turn out to be way more handsome when he played vampire in Twilight.
*My hollywood icon is Miley Cyrus but since his dad said that the Hannah Montana series had destroyed his family, Miley is no longer in the list. Now my hollywood icon had turn out to be Kim Kardashian and heck not because of her big boobs but because of her never stop working hard to be one of the succes bussiness woman and model at the same time. I adore her so much ,plus she's so beautiful.
* I am in a relationship with my classmate/bestfriend. He is the most coolest guy i have ever known in my life.
* I heart Perdanarians and Seventh so much. They are the friends that my make senior year awesome and crazy. Not to forget Suzieana Wilson, my bestfriend eversince i was in a primary three,i love you!!
* I love my mum so much, she is amazing. She work as a staff nurse at Sabah Medical Center Hospital, Damai. She work hard everyday just to make sure all of us in a good condition. Sometimes i feel like i love my mum more than i love my dad. But of coz i love my dad too. Although he always mad at me and keep grounding me i still love him so much. My dad is a veterinarian, but he didn't work in a hospital but office at Luyang and always go outstation .
*I have one big brother named Diggley,a STPM leaver and three sisters named Darlene, Daphne and Debbie who are still studying. They are super bikin panas, but what to do, they are still my siblings.
*I was in SMK Kolombong high school before and there were a lot of precious memory i treasure there. My dream school before was actually SM ALL SAINT but because of transport problem , i was forced to choose SMKKL!! heck..but its okay, im happy with this school as a matter of fact because the students were all very low profile and humble. They are lots of talented students in SMKKL that are yet to be discovered. And i hope one day, my ex school will be one of the famous school in KK where students will love to go and study there.
*i have diary since i was little because i don't want to forget all my precious memories. I write when i'm happy,sad and when something special happen. But, i rarely write it now.
*i got straight A's in UPSR and PMR. Will this history repeat again on SPM? not that confident but, cross my finger!
*i joined piano class since i was in form 4, i'm in grade 1 now. Pretty sad huh. Have to stop class due to future plan that is moving to Labuan this May to further study (well,maybe).
*i play netball,handball and join marching in high school.
*i love high fashion, pretty dresses,heels and make up. These are pretty things that i'm dying to have now. That is why i wanna be a model!haha.
*i'm a SPM leaver. I don't know what i'm going to be soon, but sure i will work my ass off to make my work hard on studying worth. I want job that can bring me lots of money.hohoho
*These are all the details that i can share with you all about me. I will post everything here with sincere heart. I always believes that motivation can help those who want to success in their life and of course, stay true to yourself.

Me,
Deidre Casandra.